she falls apart

He will never know that I stayed till 3 to finish his card so that I could give him that day. He will never know how long I walked and searched for his house so that I could pass that present. He will never know how I feel and what I am going through. And he will never know that I’ve destroyed myself. All these, he will never know. Never. Ever. And I’m willing myself not to cry. Cos it’s pointless crying. It gets you nowhere. And you don’t want pity. So you gotta stand up strong and put on a tough face. Cry all you want—at home. And let everyone know you are tough and strong. And you will go on.

One heart for breaking yours
One heart for mine
One heart for all you’ve endured
One for the sun to shine

One heart for all we’ve been through
One heart for the pain
One heart just for being you
One for all your gain

One heart for the broken and lost
One heart for the fame
One heart for you because
Simply because you came

One heart cos you chose to stay
One heart when we were together
One heart when we chose our ways
Is this gone forever?

One more heart for all the blessings
That you’ve given me
The last one’s for us
As we part to destiny

* This poem is dedicated to Dae K. who once had been an angel in my life