she falls apart

It’s okay it don’t matter anymore
Just go away, walk right out the door
I regretted as you walk me by
And I found out that it all was a lie

It hurts too much to say it’s okay
As I live on day after day
It took me by total surprise
As I saw you with my own eyes

How could you lead me on and make me believe
That the truth was just a simple myth
You know I don’t trust all those fairy tales
Cos romance is something I always fail

You’ve hurt me too much it took my life
It felt like my heart was cut with a knife
You came, you stayed, you took away
As I watch with pain and stumble and sway

I can’t believe it’s real, it can’t be true
What about the things I felt with us two?
You can’t just turn your back and leave me behind
Is that to prove that I was totally blind

You’ve put to heart a lie that someone has told
Now the doors of trust between us has closed
I hope you’ll take the chance and break these four walls
Before I’m insane and lose it them all

* Wrote this on the way home with the wind on my face and tears in my eyes after a long, horrible Saturday. Kept going through the first two lines when I realised it sounded similar to ‘Follow Me’ by Uncle Kracker (is it?) This is a song written with full emotion contributed with much hurt and pain. And disappointment.

Losing hope.
Losing faith.
Losing courage… to fall again.