she falls apart

Thursday | 21st Aug 2003

Alone Time

Filed under: Nadine, Poems — Nadine @ 03:17

By the sea at the break of dawn
She stands there, rather sad and forlorn
Gazing beyond the horizon

Many passed by and saw her there
Just facing the sea with a blank stare
They will never know

That every wave that crashed on shore
Brings back memories of times before
When it was him and her

But all of that has changed now
Broken promises, broken vows
The emptiness within

She heaves a sigh and walks away
Leaving drawings on the sand that lay
Their names in a heart

Sunday | 17th Aug 2003

That Guilty Feeling

Filed under: Nadine, Poems — Nadine @ 01:14

I’m so sorry
As to let you down
Once again

It wasn’t my fault
You said it was okay
And didn’t let me take the blame

But deep within
That guilty feeling
Comes to me

As I lie in bed
Toss and turn
Tears flowed easily

It hurts so much
To turn you down
You know it too

But even then
“Sorry” wouldn’t
Make it up to you

Wednesday | 6th Aug 2003

Therefore

Filed under: Nadine, Poems — Nadine @ 00:45

I have no eyes, therefore, there are no tears to fall
I have no voice, therefore, you can’t hear my feelings
I have no ears, therefore, I can’t hear your rejections
I have no heart, therefore, I’ve stopped loving…

But to stop loving you, I rather have no life

Therefore, I’m willing to die for you

But do you care?
Sadly, no
But I’ll still love you
Therefore, I still have a heart…

… beating for you