Emptiness hollow nothing
That lonely feeling
Broken torn thrown aside
Turn—no one’s beside
Outside
Laughter thrills fun
Inside
Darkness has begun
Kenapa?
Saya tidak tahu
Perasaan keseorangan..
A million pieces
Is what my heart would break into
Whenever I see any other girl
That’s right next to you
A million thoughts
Is what my mind would think
Whenever you’re not responding
Or letting the truth sink
A million tons of pain
Is what I would feel
Whenever I torture myself
With paranoia that kills
A million tears
Is what my eyes would cry
Whenever you turn away
Without a good bye
sitting alone with no one around just me and nature feelings all mixed up as emotions take over mother nature feels my pain why can’t you? a tear slides down just as a raindrop fell tainting the picture the skies they cry for me with me the wind blows the tears away but the picture remains broken just like my heart you can try to alter the picture but the scars still show the waves gives an angry crash to help me vent the frustrations I’ve been holding on for far too long and it soothes me with it’s serene gesture the echo of lene’s soulful voice linger in my ears knowing how much truth her words held think back the times the memories the hurt and all the pain are they all worth it? are you worth it? walked away from the source of sorrow and I turned back for one last look of hope you weren’t there
I thought I saw you today
Looking like the same usual way
Little did I realise that
It wasn’t you right at the back
I thought I saw you today
As I pass by the usual way
Not till you lit a cigar
And I knew that’s not who you are
I thought I saw you today
Solemn like you were full in prayer
As you looked up and met my eyes
It wasn’t you and I gave a sigh
I thought I saw you today
Smiling in that same usual way
You turned around and gave me a grin
That’s when it all begins
You didn’t mean to hurt me
But you did all the same
It wasn’t meant to be a lie
But that’s what happened once again
You didn’t promise me anything
Though you reassured me
I guess I’ve placed too much hope
So it leaves me feeling empty
So guess who’s the fool now?
No, I’m not blaming you
So stop saying what an ass you are
Cos it hurts me too
Maybe it’s my fault all along
I just keep wanting your time
I didn’t want to accept the fact
That you can never be mine