she falls apart

When my mind empty
Filled with troubled thoughts
Depression gets the better of me
My heart breaks

When I have the silence for company
When I have no conversation
When I know that the world does not give
A damn about me

But as the night ends
And the dawn breaks
The sad feeling fades
The hopeful feeling begins

And I live my night this way

When my mind is occupied
Full of plans and anticipation
Adrenaline rush gets to me
My heart swells

When I have company
When I have conversation
When I know there are people I care
That are around

But as the day ends
And we all part ways
The happy feeling fades
The misery settles itself

And I live my day this way