she falls apart

I miss
the way you
miss me

the way you
tap my nose
gently

the way you
tease me
fondly

the way you
hold me
tightly

Some long time ago
I watched the condo unit that you lived
from the insides of NYP

Here I am at Dover
Watching a condo unit from a distance
It’s not yours

And yet I still remember
The feelings on that lovely day
The slow walk; the pleasant company

Just you and me
On a humid, cloudy Saturday
Walking together

because I do not want the silence to keep me company. I am alone, too alone, right now. And your words bring a certain comfort, somehow. It may mean nothing to you. But it means plenty much to me.

Our words exchanged may have randomness or of nothingness. Like as casual as the weather or the air. Or perhaps something that happened that makes you despair. Fear not, my friend. Fear not, dear girl. For as long as I’m around, my ears will be here.

So keep me in your company. Pray, do not leave me alone. For I yearn to be in your comfort. Now, please, give me a hug.

waited all day
because it was for naught.

I should have never
tried to find out
because it’s eventually caught.

I should have never
tried to place any hope
only to find it gone.

I should have never
lived for now
because I’m meant to be alone.