Archive for May, 2007

Fragile Heart

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My heart is gentle
She follows wildly
She seeks with passion
And falls easily

My heart is blind
She tries bravely
She gives up at times
But loves endlessly

My heart is fragile
She listens soundly
She breaks a lot
And attaches foolishly

No Longer

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will you have
Ugly
Nail-bitten
Callused
Rough
Blistered
hands to hold

will you have
Ugly
Nail-bitten
Callused
Rough
Blistered
hands to touch your
Smooth
Hot
Soft
Sexy
skin

I Struggle

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with my thoughts
with my mind
with my heart

I struggle
with my feelings
with my all
with my everything

I struggle
with my hope
with my love
with myself

Let Me

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let me hold that hand
let me kiss those lips
let me whisper in that ear
let me touch that body
let me caress those skin
let me soothe that soul
let me mend that heart
let me hug you close
let me hold you tight
let me be the one
let me make things right

it cuts deeply

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the feel of that cold material
on the smooth surface
running it down
gliding it across

see the dark liquid flow
cleanly, smoothly, flowing
it doesn’t hurt as much, you say
it doesn’t hurt at all

this pain inside in worse
if you could gorge it out, you would
that sinking feeling of loss
don’t have his revenge this way

it was not intended
but the explanations fall apart as they
fall on deaf ears and a
closed heart with a
broken mind

so your ears are shut
your heart is hard
and your mind is in pieces

pick up those shards, you say
but he grind them instead
you leave more in his way
he picks up several and toys with them

teasing you, he holds them to his heart
hurting you, he throws them down
breaking you, he crushes them all

we can, you say, we can
just stop all these and come back
he’s broken, you’re broken
let us heal together

There are

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so many things I want to do with you
so many places I want to go with you
so many things I want to tell you
so many events I want to share with you

but it’s somehow different
now that we’re
Just Friends

Back Then, Right Now

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Back then
you asked me to
spare a thought
for you

I did

Back then
you were always on
my mind
even though we were apart

It’s true

Right now
I am asking you to
spare a thought
for me

Did you?

Right now
will you always have
me on your mind
even though you are with her?

Will you?

The 16th Means Something To Me

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I wanted to take a picture of us tonight
I had the cam and charged ‘em batteries right
The last one we took felt too long ago
That brief period felt very slow
What a pity it was not quite well
The day started and we wanted it swell
But it had to be me again to start it all
From the station, to the train, right to the mall
I tried real hard, I really did, too
All I want is to be with you