she falls apart

He
got
a
haircut!

That really                  cute
customer called           Nick
that took my breath     away
just left this                 place

I think I let myself
go a tad too much
that night while I was
with him

But, hey, that was
my agenda all along
to let loose, have fun
have a good time

Am I wrong not to
hold back, think a little
be more cautious?
Am I?

that has got to be
the most torturous phone call
on a train ever

it was a nightmare, too
but He was in my dream
and it felt surprising
because I was surprised
not only because He was there
but also because His actions
surprised me
I felt surprised
I felt shocked
I was stunned
I was happy
if only He held me for real
for real